Janet Kaplan
From Dreamlife of a Philanthropist:
I’ve known great happiness. “Pound” abbreviated
“lb,” the
word “salary” drawn from “salt.”
I’ve un- earthed a wealth of
examples like these, shy ex- amples that don’t want
to be
discussed. Some people are happy lying low. They’re
happy as
foun- tains of Cambrian-era RNA. Others shake their fists.
Their
eyes well with tears. Shall I crawl beneath my mother’s
feet
because cabbages no longer grow on Broadway? It’s Sri
Lanka
now but the tea’s still called Ceylon. Some elements
come together
to form com- pounds; then you can’t get back to the
elements to
save your life. Not without the proper, very expensive tools.
THE
EXAMINED LIFE
Two poems from Ecotones:
Internet Chronicle
Sometimes the internet’s a mental hospital, zeroes in one wing, ones in
another. You can’t imagine there’s anything meaningful. But that’s
family.
I dreamt about the Internet. Far vhus is diss hinternet? Grandma asked. We can
go there if you like. She never came back.
Death, text me here!
I thought about the Carl Sagan movie, how they download instructions for a space
module and Jodie Foster’s character gets to see her father again—or
a digitized him. The others think she’s mental.
A voice was left with two digits, and with them it wrote to infinity. There’s
nothing else it can teach us, not with any variation of the sequence.
Lost, crazy, I follow the digits, babbling like a baby. To connect! To be inter!
To be net!
Friends and faces, pages and birds. Grandma preferred her snake plant, her fine-toothed
comb. I inherited them although I wanted her zeroes and ones. Hers in particular.
I want them ad infinitum. Connected, as promised.
Technopastoral
Platform for miniature figures, one outerboro block
and a pocket park,
muzzy analog decades found at
www.midlife.returnshome+survives=nostalgia.biz. Each link’s so
forward-looking,
highspeed-connectivity-like, bravura newest
satellite views hyped onscreen. I’ve just to adjust the language,
navigate webplastic.lightguts,
download this intersection—
and memory is memory-was. Concrete urns
limning an overpass,
pizza fronts, workaday bars,
signs for the famed stadium, bitsy lives like mine
rounded with a snooze.
Traffic snarls a powerless sky,
transient hotel façade’s granted landmark status, the park’s
named
Joyce Kilmer—
bygone soul for such progressive applications!
The place zeroes and ones, and I place it—or I’m
loster
than time and won’t
be found ’til I’m a pulse, a one, a pause, a no….
I think that I shall never see—O
where have all the
server tools gone,
root node hidden in the tree view?
I’ll have
a
banana cream squirrel because I loved
the sound of it,
damned emotional cripple because I love
the sound, like
code in the margins tragic
with errors. What’d I think I was, a poem as lovely as a tree?
I refreshed and
resurfaced with the crossing guard
in a Camelotty era—so remind me, dear browser of
Ephemeris Time,
search-engine ‘crossing guard’ and ‘Dodge
Coronet,’ the ‘Then’ mothers spent in bed, postpartumly
sewing clothes for
school plays that collapsed in production
and elders bemoaned Pop Art, weeping for poems that friended trees,
a loveliness I learned
from rascals singing offkey
in reruns. Summer’s measure of godly menfolk
tuned their bongos
and balalaikas on Dogshit Avenue,
for comfort, now I recall, a week after the hit and run
<The hobbled
boy grew up to fix cars>.
On such-and-such a date, registers showed negative balance, factories
folded and were
gone,
Dios mío, Gottenyu, power outages shut
the drip and surge, sitters pinned notes to our sleeves, packed transistors
and
met up at Golden
Star for chicken almond ding, talking class-war and tabs—.
Now a new tab gives me futuristic tropes, a portal to the real faux
time and memory,
pixie pixels on the click-here’s
that take me away, a fool like me’s harsh rasp.
Hit save and my
softwares crash.
About the Author
Janet Kaplan's poetry books are
Ecotones
(2022; shortlisted for the Sexton Prize and published by The Black Spring
Press Group Ltd., London),
Dreamlife of a Philanthropist (2011; Sandeen
Prizewinner from the University of Notre Dame Press),
The Glazier’s
Country (2003; Poets Out Loud Prizewinner from Fordham University Press),
and
The Groundnote (1998; Alice James Books). Her honors include
grants from the New York Foundation for the Arts and the Bronx Council on
the Arts, and fellowships and residencies from the VCCA, Yaddo, Ucross, and
the Vermont Studio Center. Her work has appeared in many literary journals
and anthologies (
An Introduction to the Prose Poem, Firewheel Editions,
2007;
Lit from Inside: 40 Years of Poetry from Alice James, Alice
James Books, 2012; and
Like Light: 25 Years of Poetry & Prose by Bright
Hill Poets & Writers, 2017). She has served as Poet in Residence
at Fordham University and as a member of the creative writing faculty at Hofstra
University, where she edited the digital literary magazine AMP. She is currently
an editor and co-publisher of PB&J Books, a cooperative literary press.
Forthcoming from PB&J Books in 2024 is
& Then, a prose abecedarian
in deadpan.
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